Jul
31
2007

Celia

“Let the world unfold without trying to figure it all out,” says Wayne Dyer in his new book “Change Your Thoughts, Change Your Life.”
“Let relationships just be, for example, since everything is going to stretch out in Divine order. Don’t try so hard to make something work – simply allow.”
The dichotmy of allowing and desiring is one of the mysteries, the paradox that represents one element of truth. We can wish for something and then allow it to manifest. Be open minded, be non-judgmental, allow the Divine way to come forth.
So, as I study this book, which I don’t even know why I picked up, but it wanted to come home with me, I will share some of my feelings about what I read. I do know that I suffer from “figure-it-all-out-ness” and will drive myself crazy with the over analyzing of things. As one who ardantly professes a faith in the Divine, I do have a tendency to want to direct the Divine as to when and how things should manifest in my life. Control freak? Hey, I heard that!
So, today I am practicing living the mystery of allowing and desire to co-exist in the moment.
My head hurts.
Jul
31
2007

Celia
Because enough of the whiney-bitchy-boring stuff.
Julia, Kjarsti, and Robbie decided to go tubing down the Provo River yesterday. They had great hopes that it would tons of fun. It wasn’t. They all came home with scrapes, abrasions, and reports that it was boring. Oh well.

It made for good foto-ops.


Here I am in my office with my Rapid Eye wand. I will have at least 5 hours of practice this week! Blink and breathe, baby.

Here is another shot of the office. There isn’t a ton of room in there, but it works great as a Rapid Eye room. There are still some things I want to have in there… but that will have to wait.
And lastly, here are Julia and Kjarsti on their way to see Harry Potter. Everthing is a foto-op for those girls.

And there you have Foto Tuesday. Tomorrow, back to the whining. Maybe.
Jul
30
2007

Celia

Have I moved out of the blue period? Not sure. Just kinda feel in a funk. I think I understand the nature and cause of this funk, but dont’ really feel this is the proper venue. Too many people who know me in Real Life read this, and I don’t want all my gory details put out there in this blog. Suffice it to say I will be just fine, I’m just processing.
But this is an excellent opportunity for me to practice the power of positive thinking. Thoughts become things, I am told. There is part of me that really, really believes that. So, I am saying really nice things to myself today.
“You look nice today.”
“What pretty eyes you have.”
“Life is beautiful! I am loved!”
“I am joyous and enthusiastic about my life!”
